starting fucking fresh [26 Oct 2007|12:08am] olvideseamor new journal, add it.  didn't break my fall

[25 Oct 2007|05:23pm]  i am deleting this journal, no one reads it either way and its mostly just bullshit about me being  upset and jake its a real waste of space and time hahaha 3 dumpsters didn't break my fall

164 days [22 Oct 2007|06:26pm] i miss you didn't break my fall

this [19 Oct 2007|01:13pm] clock as never seemed so alive   didn't break my fall

being [17 Oct 2007|07:27pm] alone can be quite romantic didn't break my fall

i just wanted you to know, [11 Oct 2007|04:09pm]   yesterday was such a horrible day for me, but andy is coming home tonight and im making chicken rice! im so happppppppppy didn't break my fall

unraveling, [08 Oct 2007|08:30pm] i didnt think id ever get these butterflies back, but tonight i found myself doing my hair and changing my pj's because i thought you were coming over i used to feel this way three years ago with you- and i did again today but as the phone just kept ringing and i continuously got your voicemail, something clicked back into my brain b/c of the aderol ill be up all night making rules for kim's car and sewing again p.s. kim- i just got your voicemail and i looooooove you didn't break my fall

good ole' boyz [30 Sep 2007|09:39am]  inbetween the brewers game, and two football games this week i have no voice left i got away with drinking beer in front of a cop i got away with something extremly funny and risky last night, haha jake, i have eyes of a hawk for cops  edot: im drink as fuck and i walked all the qway here and no one even saw ,e! fuick yeah for that bullshuit! 4 dumpsters didn't break my fall

i [27 Sep 2007|09:29pm] sleep  and draw way too much lately didn't break my fall

i [24 Sep 2007|08:35am] love you so much, 2 dumpsters didn't break my fall

i [15 Sep 2007|09:44pm] went walking in the middle of park ave. with my eyes closed it just felt nice not to care for once didn't break my fall

[11 Sep 2007|05:52am]  mommy. 1 dumpsters didn't break my fall

gone for too long, [30 Aug 2007|05:59am] were taking my brother to green bay today, and i wont see him until christmas i cant imagine life without andy in it, and me always looking forward to a smiling face when i go to the basement when im having a bad day, or i have a funny story to share and someone who sticks up for me when im fighting with my mom or dad no more lake trips no more pedros trips no more sneaking to the island for cigars and cigarettes no more freezy pop nights no more sound of music no more band practices this is really going to take some adjusting. 2 dumpsters didn't break my fall

mascara always runs [24 Aug 2007|11:19pm] lately ive been worrying about my weight again, most of my meals consist of rice cakes and citrus green tea the only thing thats been making me as calm as i am is that my room is finally not a  mess anymore, milwaukees best, and this knit sweater roni let me borrow i am not comfortable in my skin 2 dumpsters didn't break my fall

to be honest, [18 Aug 2007|09:46pm] im getting pretty fucking sick of this. didn't break my fall

im [12 Aug 2007|10:53pm] going to alterra with mike tomorrow, and just about all over wisconsin. i have about a trillion pictures i need to post and im sure ill have more after my adventure. i just dyed my hair, im spending most of the week with carrie and jessi bby this is the happiest ive been in weeks didn't break my fall

let me tell you [08 Aug 2007|10:41am] what my life has been for days upon days, if im not at carries, i go and get wasted. we went to kylee's the other day and i drank beer with smoked with kylee's mom. this is my life, and i understand it pretty pathedic. i come home, and i sleep ,paint, or run. nothing too exciting. i need money, so i can get a car, and drive to grant park everyday. i think its the most beautiful place in the world. i make mistakes like every other human and i also learn from them, i am not an idiot. i have a good, smart head on my shoulders and most of the time i think i just care too much. i got best friends, and i got a dream that might get me somewhere to be honest, i dont know what im even trying to say my mind has been all over the place for the past three days 1 dumpsters didn't break my fall

red lipstick & a bright pair of shoes [05 Aug 2007|09:48am] almost done, pooooooop 8 dumpsters didn't break my fall

12 hours [04 Aug 2007|08:37am] everybody's gotta learn sometime, i need your lovin' like the sunshine lindsay and i stayed up most of the night talking about just about everything there is in the world. i went through half a pack throughout the whole night, and i have no idea why. we watched the sunrise, and fell asleep shortly after. something just feels different about me now, its simple yet strange. today carrie and i are going to zoo, im doing slave work all week so i can get money for her nephews to ride the train, theyre great little boys. jake comes home tonight and im not even sure if ill see him.  but everybody's gotta learn sometime 3 dumpsters didn't break my fall

wash away [26 Jul 2007|05:01pm] i was debating staying up north for another 4 days   i dont want to be home i dont want to be away i dont want to be in my bed i dont want to be in my skin i dont want to be anything 4 dumpsters didn't break my fall

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